Home Sweet Home

So Broke and BouJee was good shit on Friday... and I had a flight to catch at 8am to go to MIA for Kenny Burns birthday at the Versace Mansion, but my overly tired ass (makes no sense that I sleep about 14 hours out the day) hit the snooze and didnt wake up till 9am... soooo I was like bump.. I will catch the 12pm flight to NYC, drop off some clothes, pick up some clothes, catch the 4pm flight to MIA and spend the next 3 days there...

I was wrong. Flight was delayed till 2:07, so I got in to NYC at 4:27pm and me and my luck last flight out of Laguardia to MIA is at 4:15 (WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THAT) ...

So here I am in the Apple.. Home Sweet Home.. even though we ( Jill and I - The roomie) have no furniture,the walls are not yet painted (living room is an ugly yellow and my room is maroon), we eat in the kitchen over the sink in fear that the tiniest crumb might give the ok for an army of roaches to bombarde our lovely home, and I live on an air mattress that is killing my back with only one pillow and the Airtran blanket I swiped.... its still home. and the worst of it all.... we dont have internet access.... we were stealing it from DLINK but she got her shit cut off and when she came back she passworded her shit (bitch)..so now until the previous tenent returns her cable boxes/modems and pays her bill... we have to go the library, dunkin donusts, and starbucks.

Here is Jilly at Settepani .. we came herecause we needed to steal WI-FI and we were forced to buy something: Truffles, Peti'fore, and Coffee..[ settepani.com ] right down the street from our apartment:





So I'm here.. and it feels fucking amazing. I have been over-extending myself. I'm tired. All I know is 2008 is gonna be lovely.. but I have to make a choice. Am I going to continue working in Atlanta and Live here[NYC].. or am I going to give the Apple 100% of me. So it seems like I'm leaning more towards NYC now.. but we all know I have schizo tendencies.. so tomorrow might be different..

till then... [ I'm only rushing cause they are kicking us out ...the owner thinks its not safe to be open past 11.. so why the f@#$ did he open shop in Harlem... asshole]and im trying to go to Sway and convince Jill to take a trip downtown to meet Antoine (IHMDJ) ..

Im Mariah'ing myself...

ex·haus·tion –noun
1. the act or process of exhausting.
2. the state of being exhausted.
3. extreme weakness or fatigue.

blah blah blah

You have a need to know more. Who am I , what I do and where the hell I came from. Well... lets see.. with not much to say but just enough..

I have learned to move in silence due to certain circumstance.

I speak through music. At any day, its probably best to figure out how I feel through whats playing on my page,iPod,or at home. Music is universal, and at times I can never really break down how I feel.. so in return I pray that when he visits.. he listens and reads between the lines....

Somewhat cryptic, I speak in code.. I feel in code.. and sometimes its best to leave things unsaid. Actions speak louder than words. Just watch the way I move. Its no love lost. Shoulda,Coulda,Wouldas are so last season.

I see where and what I'm supposed to be.At times its too clear, it can get scary, and then I get anxious, and want to rush it. But good things come to those who wait, especially those that do thing with integrity,passion and respect. So its cool.. I will wait.. I will grind till my hands hurt, my head pounds, and my neck is knotted...but then I can afford to go to the best masseur, and tell my problems to the best psychiatrist. I see down to the mini fridge in my office,stocked with "XXX"...courtesy of Mr.Atlanta *chees'n*

I don't want much: respect, honor, and loyalty. Not one to get jaded on much... but I'm starting to believe that this combination in characteristics might be somewhat rare to find.

At the end of the day.. my family and loved ones call me FooFoo, my last name is not really Kader (Its part of my last name.. but you would not be able to say it .. so I saved you from it), my lucky number is still 13, I don't do parties to be the life of the party, I do it to use it as a spring board to dive into some other shit that matters to me...I love Proton, T.T is my BFF, L.B is my dude for life... its a bond you can never fucking break...so say what you wanna say.. Proton is here to stay bitch (and I have to thank Ms.M.B for the intro), I hate the word haters (how lame and so timely...) I don't like to be challenged.. because then I go extra hard.. and I scare myself.. and damn it.. I still hate Cinnamon...

Love me or hate me (which I know you don't today...but you might not like me tomo and then on 2nd and 4th fridays .. you love me again..and then when its all done and the "parties" end [which they will] are you gonna hate me or love me again? We will find out soon I guess...*hint hint*).

Check back for more info on COMEUPKIDS.COM...soon...sooner than you think kinda soon.

Fadia Kader

I knew it!!!!!!!!!!!

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20071020/ap_on_en_ot/books_harry_potter

Mr.Bangladesh.....

Nuff Said...

GOOD TIMES PICS are UP!!!!

Hannibal pics....

http://atlantasroyalphotography.smugmug.com/gallery/3666677

Genius Pics....

http://www.flickr.com/photos/15393966@N08/

Liqu-or-Treat with Mychael Knight

"Speak your Piece"

The pictures will be up in a new home by Wednesday afternoon. A BIG home!!! So be ready... and as for the pics.. they are not like the B$B pics.. they are gritty.. not as glam.. so dont be mad.. we are trying something new.. a new finish... its about REAL SHIT.. and REAL LOOKING PICS... and REAL FEELINGS.. hence the chalk board and giving you the freedom to SPEAK YOUR PIECE.

GENIUS HATES COMPANY PICTURES

Meet Mr.V... you know Hannibal.. I suggest you get familiar with this new kid on the block.. on our block atleast...
Your official Paparazzi kid... hes there to capture you in the element.. GOOD TIMES ...



here are some pics from Friday.... more will be loaded by Wednesday.....

GOOD TIMES Thank you....

Man .. GOOD TIMES WAS OFF THE MOTHERFUCKING CHAIN on FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!! I dont even know where to start... thank you SOOOOOOOOO much for everyone that came out...

I had to bring in VISUAL VINYL and BYRON WRIGHT to this party.. this concept has been in the making for 3 months and all the hard work has paid off.. Im soooo glad I waited to get all 3 of us togthere a month ago to make it happen...
Visual Vinyl brings you the videos...and the recaps of the parties...
Byron Wright of BMI brings you the industry to our little world..
and im just there to bring all the worlds in sync...
allow me to intriduce you to the MIDDLEGROUND...

Naturally... I didnt want GOOD TIMES to be like BROKE AND BOUJEE...but whats a Fadia Kader party without having HANNIBAL there... so we came up with the "SPEAK YOUR PIECE" ... chalkboards and chalk and say whats on your mind..promote your shit... people see you all the time and have no clue what or who you are.. well it was your chance.. and let me just say this.. I saw some of the pics... and they are NUTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They wil be up by wednesday.. on a new site.. so your PIECE can be seen all over... this site gets over 900.000 hits a month... so be ready.. cuz your really about to be out there... its a new collabo... and you are not ready.. cuz we "COME UP KIDS" are on some TAKE OVER SHIT!

SKILLZ is your official DJ... he wil be at the ROYAL every 2nd Friday.. with WRECKINEYEZ....

and next month.. we have a TRUE ATLANTA LEGEND coming to kick it with us...

till then let me do my thank yous... and hope to see everyone at BROKE AND BOUJEE in 2 weeks.. to kick it with BAMGLADESH PRODUCTION...


The Royal Staff
Jevon
Yusuf and Coach K
TIA !!!!
Hannibal Matthews
Jasper and Big Reese
Dwoods
Sincerely
Toure'
Tayie The wild Afrikan
DJ Skillz
DJ Wreckingeyez
David Fisher (you suprised me all the way from LA babe)
Corey Davis/Plush .357
Kembo King
Proton (Larry/T.T)
Jennifer Pauline
Taj Anwar
Brian Davis
Charles Matthew
David Navier!
CJ Peters and David : Konsole Kingz
Lyndsey SMith (The Green Group)
Sol Munki- Al Black
Sol Munki- Fruit
Sol Munki- Mr.Melvin
Sol Munki- Thoughts
Muffie
Marquis Phifer
Darshir Brewington
Sham
Al Papa Bang Bang
Maria
Ree Delavega
Ian Ford
Junior
Bem Joiner
Jabari G
Soupy Jones (Sean Faylon)
Tarik (I am soo not playing)
Brittany Sullivan
Byron Wright
Dreamer
Chad Reminis
Chilly-O
City of Ink- Chris McDoo
City of Ink- Samba
City of Ink- Tuki Carter
080- Thunderkatz
The whole Thunderkatz family
Crystal Cummins
Crystal Meth (pistol whipped cream)
Jay West (fly society)
The Late Boots crew
Adam (Rolling Out)
Gripplyaz
Greg (The Clutcch)
J.Savage
Justin Huff
Karl Caviness (Perishable Fame.. your the best)
Lavish Life Social Club:
Lavish- Kei
Lavish- Kim
Gatsby and Daisy
Scar
Antonio "LA" Reid JR
SkyHy and Family

Pictures courtesy of LATEBOOTS.COM
HANNIBAL PICS WILL BE UP BY WEDNESDAY

Future Kids...

My future hubby and I .. circa 1983... if you morph both pics...what would our kids look like... lol....

How Fitting...

A quote I can releate to. Courtesy of an application on FB thats called "Daily Sex and the City Quotes"


Carrie: Despite the fact that there are over eight million people on the island of Manhattan, there are times you still feel shipwrecked and alone. Times even the most resourceful survivor would feel the need to put a message in a bottle, or on an answering machine.

Im the biggest idiot.

shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck.

Yes that how I feel right now... sitting here unpacking all my stuff in my new apartment, and I find this clutch that I havent seen in a while, I open it up, and I was like

"WOW... theres a secret zipper in here"... well I was squeezing it and I heard a rustling sound... my heart dropped... I open the zipper, and JESUS CRHIST... there is my passport, my green card, my jordanian ID, my birth certificate... the whole nine...

why am i upset?

Well.... I "thought" I lost my shit back in August, looked everywhere (but in the secret zipper area) so I had to reapply for everything .. which cost me up to $1000 ... AND I just had my final fingerprinting for my lost green card on the 4th....

AND now I have to go thru the hell of canceling police reports, calling the immigration telling them to cancel the process of sending me a new green card, cancel my jordanian passport and identity card to be sent, cancel the Kuwaiti embassy of resubmitting my birth certificate... and all this .. all the money spent.. its all nonrefundable.

When I told Sasha.. she choked. When I told Brit .. she Gasped.. when I told my sister... she was silent and hung up... and im sooooo not telling my brother... hes already somewhat bi-polar.. he will go serial killerish on me...

This is the ultimate fuck up on my end. I just know to never OVER HIDE shit from now on.. or atleast tell someone where I hid it...

so with that being said.......

Come out this Friday and help your girl get back 10% of that $1000 I just put out...

"Kickin myself hard"

As my best friends Sasha & Brit would say... "Only in Foo's world"

shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck shit fuck damn hell shit asshole cunt bitch fuck.

Luck Trickery

My fave Dim Sum spot in the A... been going there since I was 5 year old.. its on Cheshire... anyways... been obsessed with Steamed Shrimp Dumplings this week.... and been getting lucky I guess...

Someone in the Fortune Cookie factory is looking out for your girl....

First Day I went:



Second Day I went:



Is this mind trickery... or is it actual luck... do I actually believe this? Maybe its encouragement from above not give up 0:)
What am I talking about.. I DONT give up.. this is just a reminder... to go harder... be stronger.... and not give a fuck... someone told me im all buisness and nothing in the back at a certain point... well ... I found it funny then.. now I just think about it as motivation... to get whats MINE NOW... and laugh all the way to a more comfertable and productive life... and if "All Buisness" is gonna get me there... I will rock a mullett for the "fun sake" till then *wink*

Bet you didnt know..

1) I collect stamps.. ever since I was 11, and still have all three books. I have stamps from Denmark, SiriLanka, Ghana, Kuwait, Italia, France, and many others...

2) I collect smurf figurines and houses

3) I am obsessed with Periods. I love putting periods at the end of everything. Makes a statement ya know. [There was supposed to be a ??? mark there, but a . looked better. Period.]

4) I recite the same 3 surahs every night before I go to bed, and first thing when I wake up, been doing that since I was 4 and my mommy made me memorize them]

5) I add, subtract, multiply,and divide everything to equal to 13.. sometimes I play with 9 and 11 too... [only when im no longer amused by 13]

Dont Front: Michael Bolton

Man.. somewhat embarassed to even admit.. but yes.. I listen to Michael Bolton from time to time to take me back to Amman Jordan days... you couldnt tell me shit... my first boyfriend at 11/12 with this boy I met at "Skate Palace" [ Mohammad Annani] with his fake auburnm sun-in dyed long hair.. who I thought was an angel sent for me and only me and I was maddly deeply in love with his ass, even though we only saw eachother once a month [lol] and thought I would die when we broke up , and listening to this song to get over the heartbreak.....

The Kingdom = Me very upset...

Hate that movie... I mean the obvious was the portrayal of Arabs as a whole... Look at the fucking poster.. (which was never approved and released.. beacause if I would have seen this version of it.. I would have egged it...

Oh .. and how fucking dare they put the holy temple in the backdrop.. misrepresentation motherfuckers.. the movie was based in Saudia Arabia... not in PALESTINS.. dumb f!@#$@!!!!!!!

But is it just me or am I the only person who sees through the Jamie Foxx " he thinks hes funny, just cuz he cracks a witty jab in the middle of a tense moment, fake ass, denzel washington wannabe all in a war movie ass, trying his damn hardest to look sexy with his cross-eyed, no upper lip havin, somewhat odd lookin ass, shoulda stuck with comedy and in living color days ass?"

[I know I sound like I let him have it and he never called me again...] BUT I FUCKING HATED THAT MOVIE....and now J.Foxx is feeling my wrath...

[yes... its that serious]

Shoot me now.

5 songs that make me want to throw something at the wall.. or maybe just smash in the radio/cd player....[yes I have anger issues]

1) Celine Dion: "My heart will go on" [why was I convinced that it was real?]
2) Bome Thugz n Harmnoy: "Crossroads" [something bad happens everytime I hear it]
3) Mariah Carey: "One Sweet Day" [such a morbid song, to funeralish"
4) TLC: "Scrubs" [prefered " No PIGEONS"...way funnier]
5) T-Pain: All the shit he has and some features even. [yuck...nuff said]

Bonus Tracks:
a) Kci & JoJo- "All My Life"

Good Life with LLSC

GOOD TIMES

GOOD GUYS... GOOD GIRLS... DO GOOD THINGS....AND HAVE A GOOD TIME...

Courtesy of my lovely neice..

its a motherf!@#ing REMIX!

Catch me @ 30...

Damn Skippy.
Im blessed and focused.
Catch me at 30...